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December 17th, 2009

06:18 pm
Bloody hell.

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October 20th, 2009

11:03 am
"I ain't your homemaker, homeboy. Get yourself a job. I ain't wastin' no more cheddar on you no good lazy slob."

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September 22nd, 2009

03:32 am - Victory.
Today I:

Found an apartment
Found some cute boots
Found Wayne's World
Found some Firefly
Found some apple cider

I have few complaints.
I'm hearing:: the arcade fire - neighborhood 1

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September 10th, 2009

07:42 pm - oh.
haha, so last night’s episode of Glee got me reminiscing about MY days in show choir. And then my friend Philip reminded me of this gem:

“Do you remember the assembly where we had to sing the “True Love Waits” theme song in front of the whole school?…in our sequined UNIFORMS? Seriously, “Push It” would have been perfect for that setting.”

Oh, I remember. I probably still cry in my sleep over it.

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August 30th, 2009

02:09 am - Progress
Today I took serious steps toward apartment and job hunting for my move. I'm excited. I'm ready. Being away from everyone for so long has been freakin' hard and I just want to sit in a room with people I love and exist.

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August 5th, 2009

07:32 pm
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck,Mother, mother fuck, Mother, mother fuck, fuck Mother fuck, mother fuck, Noise noise noise. 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4, Noise, noise noise Smokin' weed, smokin' wizz, Doin' coke, drinkin' beers, Drinkin' beers, beers, beers, Rollin' fattys, smokin' blunts, Who smokes the blunts? We smoke the blunts. Rollin' blunts and smokin'...

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July 28th, 2009

05:27 am - LOL AT MY LIFE

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November 10th, 2008

04:50 pm - Writer's Block: Ten for the Tenth
Some people spend their whole lives preparing the answer to this question: What albums are on your personal all-time Top 10 list?

10.The White Stripes - White Blood Cells
9. Lou Reed - Transformer
8. The Velvet Underground - Self Titled
7. Simon & Garfunkel - Bookends
6. Radiohead - OK Computer
5. The Beatles - Let It Be
4. Bob Dylan - Blonde on Blonde
3. Neutral Milk Hotel - In the Aeroplane Over the Sea
2. The Rolling Stones - Sticky Fingers
1. Bob Dylan - Highway 61 Revisited

Oh, that was hard.
I'm feeling:: accomplishedaccomplished
I'm hearing:: radiohead

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September 15th, 2008

05:01 am - more amusing ChaCha-ing from the last couple of days.
If you became 50ft tall, and you found a bunch of college girls in their underwear, would you swallow them whole or sit on them in your underwear?

I went to a party last night and now my butt hurts, does that mean what I think that means?

If I told you that I was George Bush, you probably would not believe me but Dick C just told me about ChaCha! I think its awesome

My 16 year old boyfriend's penis is 5 inches long and about 1 inch wide when erect... It hurts when we have sex because he is so big what should we do?

How do you say "you should fall asleep so we can torture you" in spanish?

Does the squirt from a girls vagina taste bad

how many beer cans long is the average male penis?

Do you like pop rocks on your vagina or penis

what is the longest recorded nipple hair?

What movie has the most boobies?

I was born with only 9 toes. Could i get a scholarship for that?

My roommate just put his testicles on my face. Would it be unfair if i pissed on him while hes sleeping?

Can sneezing too much kill you?

Should i have a boner when i shave my pubic hair?

Can helping my bf scratch his testicles give me hand, foot, and mouth disease?

What does it mean to buckle your swash?
I'm hearing:: we're going to be friends - the white stripes

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May 15th, 2008

12:17 am - admissions
I am a bit twitterpated.

slso, drunk.
I'm feeling:: predatorypredatory

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May 5th, 2008

05:37 pm - ldjfflkdsjfldskjfdlksj
Fuckity fuckity FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I'm feeling:: annoyedannoyed
I'm hearing:: queen

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February 17th, 2008

04:25 pm - *ahem*

I'm hearing:: Chad Serhal - It Ain't Me Babe

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February 14th, 2008

04:04 pm - happy VD.
Oh, I hate this day.
I'm feeling:: calmcalm
I'm hearing:: lauryn hill

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January 27th, 2008

02:59 pm - john donne
""I am two fools, I know, for loving, and for saying so."
--John Donne

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January 18th, 2008

01:56 am - I could never let you go
" You're a no good heartbreaker
You're a liar and your a cheat
And I don't know why
I let you do these things to me

My friends keep tellin' me
That you ain't no good
Whoa-oh-oh but they don't know
That I'd leave you if I could

I guess I'm all uptight
And I'm stuck like glue
Cause I ain't never, I ain't never
I ain't never, no no
Loved a man, the way that I, I love a you

Some time ago I thought
You would run out of fools
But I was so wrong
You got one that you'll never lose

The way you treat me it's a shame
How could ya hurt me so bad?
Baby you know that I'm the best thing
That you ever had

Kiss me once again
Don't ya never, never say that we're through
Cause I ain't never, never, never no no
Loved a man, the way that I, I love you

I can't sleep at night and I can't eat a bite
I guess I'll never be free
Since you got your hooks in me
Whoa, whoa, whoa

You're a liar, you're a liar
I ain't never loved a man
I ain't never loved a man, baby
Ain't never had a man that hurt me so bad
No, cause that's just what I'm gonna do about it
I tell ya I'm gonna, oh yea..."
I'm feeling:: bitchypreach it
I'm hearing:: aretha franklin

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January 17th, 2008

10:44 am - Haruki Murakami
"...So what's wrong if there happens to be one guy in the world who enjoys trying to understand you?"

"Kind of like a hobby?" she said, amused

"Sure, I guess you could call it a hobby. Most normal people would call it friendship or love or something, but if you want to call it a hobby, that's O.K. too."

I'm feeling:: calmcalm
I'm hearing:: the arcade fire - neon bible

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January 15th, 2008

10:48 am - in the aeroplane over the sea
What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all around the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly
From the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be
In the arms of all I'm keeping here with me

What a curious life
We have found here tonight
There is music that sounds from the street
There are lights in the clouds
Anna's ghost all around
Hear her voice as it's rolling and ringing through me
Soft and sweet
How the notes all bend and reach above the trees

Now, how I remember you
How I would push my fingers through your mouth
To make those muscles move
That made your voice so smooth and sweet
And now we keep where we don't know
All secrets sleep in winter clothes
With one you loved so long ago
Now he don't even know his name

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all around the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I'll be laughing out loud
I'll be laughing with everyone I see
Can't believe
How strange it is to be anything at all

I'm feeling:: coldcold
I'm hearing:: neutral milk hotel - in the aeroplane over the sea

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04:09 am

anyone know of a sweet, affordable two bedroom apartment available now or sometime soon?
Preferably one in the campus/jackson/tillottson area, and definitely one where I could keep my cat?

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January 5th, 2008

01:00 am - GOD.
Why is it that as soon as it gets easier to NOT see someone, and you stop missing them and you stop giving a shit, they then decide to pop back into your life?

What the fuck, man.

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January 2nd, 2008

11:41 pm - oh, and...
Fuck you, you ho. I don't want you back.
I'm hearing:: eamon - fuck it

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06:58 pm - you were like some sickness that I caught.
He's like a hot cloth on a fevered head
and like a needle, he leads me
well, I follow like thread.
tie me up, untie me
all this wishin' I was dead is gettin' old
it's gettin' old.
it goes on, but it's old.

I change pronouns.
I'm feeling:: sicksick

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December 30th, 2007

07:41 am - ...
I am gonna make it through this year if it kills me.
I'm hearing:: feist - mushaboom

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November 27th, 2007

11:48 pm - you are.

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06:04 pm - simon & garfunkel
A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

Don't talk of love,
But I've heard the words before;
It's sleeping in my memory.
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.

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November 6th, 2007

01:59 pm - neer neer neer
If you were a scratch on my favorite compact disc, I'd put you on repeat and just sit back to hear you skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip.

You should all tell me about your lives, it's probably been a while.
I'm hearing:: the white stripes - girl, you have no faith in medicine

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October 13th, 2007

03:43 am - circling round
I'm done, done, done with all the fuck, fuck, fucking around.
I'm feeling:: accomplishedaccomplished
I'm hearing:: modest mouse - black cadillacs

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August 7th, 2007

12:08 am - all my love for the sweetness of his laughter
I love that my life is such that I can spend evenings making and drinking passionfruit-ritas with Drake and then watching Jeff Buckley projected on the living room wall with Justin and Travis, enthralled and drinking iced tea.

There's such a comfort with these people.
I'm feeling:: enthralledenthralled
I'm hearing:: lover, you should've come over

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August 6th, 2007

02:39 am - in all honesty.
"Tell me, baby, tell me
Does his company make light of a rainy day?
How I've missed you lately, and the way we would speak and all that we wouldn't say.

Do his hands in your hair feel a lot like a thing you believe in,
Or a bit like a bird stealing bread out from under your nose?"

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July 21st, 2007

07:55 am - Scrubs
"Relationships don't work they way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway, and I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, y'know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care, because I do believe in it. Bottom line: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time. If it's right, and they're real lucky, one of them will say something."
~Dr. Cox

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July 15th, 2007

11:43 pm - fact is
I know what perfection is, and yet I can't touch it.

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July 14th, 2007

05:58 am - this always happens.

I'm feeling:: complacentcomplacent
I'm hearing:: the white stripes - we're going to be friends

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July 7th, 2007

05:34 pm
I've a brand new Muncie job to go with my classic muncie loves.


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July 6th, 2007

02:01 am - "I think I'll marry you"
So, honestly...am I the only one who wants to bang Jack White in a bathroom stall?
I'm hearing:: the white stripes - effect & cause

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July 4th, 2007

01:26 am - fact
my heart is a dumb son of a bitch

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June 29th, 2007

04:21 pm - I'm good.
I've three job interviews, a new french press, and a heart pumping mostly love.
I'm feeling:: calmcalm
I'm hearing:: honey and the moon - joseph arthur

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June 27th, 2007

07:17 am - you can't hold the hand of a rock 'n roll man
Lately, I'm quite enamored with Okkervil River.
I mean, I've always liked 'em...but I can't stop listening, this week.

What gives this mess some grace unless it's kicks, man
Unless it's fiction
Unless it's sweat or it's songs

What hits against this cheat unless it's a sick man's hand
From some midlevel band
He's been driving too long

On a dark windless night
With the stereo on
With the towns flying by
And the ground getting soft

And the sound in the sky
Coming down from above
It surrounds you at times
And it's whispering, oh

What pulls your body down, that is quicksand
So, we climb out quick, hand over hand
For your mouth's all filled up

What picks you up from down unless it's tricks, man
When I been fixed, I am convinced that I will not get so broke up again

And on a seven day high
That heavenly song
Punches right through my mind
And pumps through my blood

And, oh, it's a lie
But I still give my love
And my heart's all alive(?)
For your hands to pluck off

What gives this mess some grace unless it's fictions
Unless it's licks, man
Unless it's lies or it's love

What breaks this heart the most is the ghost of some rock and roll fan
Exploding up from the stands
With her heart opened up
And I want to tell her, "your love isn't lost"
Say, "my heart is still crossed"
Scream, "you're so wonderful"
What a dream in the dark
About working so hard
About growing so stoned
Trying not to turn up
Trying not to believe in the light

On your own

I'm feeling:: calmcalm
I'm hearing:: okkervil river - red

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June 16th, 2007

10:00 am - I love this town.
Gavin, while staring intently at the sunset while riding in Tyler's truck: Dude, the sun is like a painting.

Drake's first words to me this visit: Good Golly Miss Molly, I'm tired!

Tyler while watching videos of things in slow motion on the internet: Things in slow motion are....incredible.

Drake, while playing a Tiny Tots toy xylophone/keyboard thing: The fucking keys are too far apart! Look! They need little ones betweeen them.

Drake: Cribs....they're the best.

Tyler, in Drake's absence: You know, I'd really just like to be inside of Drake's head for one day, to see what the hell goes on in there.
Drake, upon returning moments later: I'd really love to get inside of Matt's head sometimes.

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June 12th, 2007

06:49 am - if Devon did it,so must I.
Put iTunes (your media player) on random, ask the question, press next, and see if iTunes answers your question with the song you get:

1. What is missing from my life?
"Cocaine Blind" - Joseph Arthur (alright then.)

2. Will I find love?
"Something" - The Beatles (I suppose loving a thing will work.)

3. Will I become rich?
"Apartment Over the Peninsula" - Roadside Monument (Apparently not TOO rich.)

4. Does someone have a crush on me?
"Southern Man" - Neil Young (I guess I'll accept that.)

5. What is my favorite sexual position?
"I Can't Get Next To You" - Al Green (HAHAHAHAHA.)

6. Am I good looking?
"Honey Baby" - Damien Jurado (I don't even know.)

7. What makes me the most happy?
"Broadripple Nightclubs" - Gentleman Caller (ummm. no.Just no.)

8. What is my biggest regret?
"The Kiss" - The Cure (okay.)

9.where will I be in ten years?
"Beneath the Balcony" - Iron & Wine (I don't like the sound of that!)

10.why am i taking this survey?
"It Makes No Difference" - Denison Witmer (you're right, it doesn't.)

11.will i ever be famous?
"Shake A Tail Feather" - Ike & Tina Turner (interesting.)

12.what the fuck?
"Young Americans" - David Bowie (indeed.)

13. How will I die?
"Bride Over Troubled Water" - Simon & Garfunkel (great!)

14. Do I act my age?
"Mama" - Stephen Malkmus (So I'm old.)

15. What type of tattoo should I get?
"Real Naked Girls" - Richard Edwards (oh god, that'd be lovely.)

16. What is my spirit animal?
"Bob Dylan's 49th Beard" - Wilco (there really could be no better answer to this)

17. Do I like pain?
"Too Tough To Die" - The Ramones (well.)

18. Is there anyone else like me out there?
Teenagers From Mars" - The Misfits (well, go figure)

19. Do I love to party?
"Liquored Up and At 'Em" - Ari Ari (well, that's weird.)

20. Where should I move?
"Preteens" - Arrah and the Ferns (um, no thank you.)

21. Am I secretly gay?
"The More I Get The More I Want" - Q and not U (soI'm just a slut?)

22. Will I ever be president?
"Paper Kitten Nightmare" - Margot & the nuclear so and so's (that seems about right.)

23. What is fun for me?
"Asshole" - Beck (haha. this could be taken so many ways.)

24. Will I ever learn to fly?
"The Atlantic" - Rodeo Ruby Love (apparently I'll swim instead.)

25. What is my super power?
"She's A Rainbow" - The Rolling Stones (what a fucking lame superpower.)

26. Will I kill a person?
"Think" - Aretha Franklin (I'll want to, apparently?)

27.when will the world end?
"Thriller" - Michael Jackson (OH! zombies, then.)
I'm hearing:: michael jackson - thriller

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May 29th, 2007

01:06 pm - it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
Today marks the 10th anniversary of Jeff Buckley's death. If he were still alive, he'd be 40 years old.

Listen to Grace today, or at least his version of "Hallelujah".

I'm feeling:: listlesslistless
I'm hearing:: Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over

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May 26th, 2007

12:07 pm

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May 25th, 2007

11:24 pm - where's my acne cream??
I swear, since I managed to skip most of the drama that goes along with being a teenager at the time, I'm more than making up for it lately. My life feels like a 15-year-old's livejournal, minus the Hello Kitty graphics.

how ridiculous.
I'm feeling:: wtf
I'm hearing:: gin blossoms - hey jealousy

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May 24th, 2007

05:53 pm - and more!!

more LOLprez. HAHAHA.Collapse )

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05:24 pm - LOLPREZ!!!!

funny shit!Collapse )

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04:49 pm - robert zimmerman
Happy 66th birthday, Bobby D.

Let's all have drinks and listen to Blonde on Blonde today, in celebration.
I'm hearing:: boots of spanish leather

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May 23rd, 2007

08:54 pm - Loves of the day
Tangerine White Tea
Shear Genius
Cinnamon Vanilla Creme Coffeemate
My cat
Blonde on Blonde
Buttered toast
Danskin socks
Master P on old episodes of Dancing with the Stars
peach everything
chocolate brown 300 thread count sheets
this baby kitten
William Fitzsimmons
I'm hearing:: shear genius

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May 22nd, 2007

06:52 am - All I do anymore is watch movies.
Stranger than Fiction surprised me - I thought it was actually a really good movie. Once again, I liked Will Ferrel in spite of myself

Dustin Hoffman was an added bonus.

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May 21st, 2007

12:45 pm - let's re-enact this video, too.
I get up in the evening, and I ain't got nothing to say
I come home in the morning, I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain't nothing but tired, man I'm just tired and bored with myself
Hey there baby, I could use just a little help

You can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire even if we're just dancin' in the dark

Message keeps getting clearer, radio's on and I'm moving round the place
I check my look in the mirror -- I wanna change my clothes, my hair, my face
Man, I ain't getting nowhere just livin' in a dump like this
There's something happening somewhere, baby I just know that there is

You can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire even if we're just dancin' in the dark.

You sit around getting older there's a joke here somewhere and it's on me
I'll shake this world off my shoulders come baby the laugh's on me

Stay on the streets of this town and they'll be carving you up alright
They say you got to stay hungry, hey baby I'm just about starving tonight
I'm dying for some action, I'm sick of sitting 'round here trying to write this book
I need a love reaction come on now baby give me just one look

You can't start a fire, sittin' around, cryin' over a broken heart
This gun's for hire, even if we're just dancin' in the dark

You can't start a fire worryin' about your little world fallin' apart
This gun's for hire, even if we're just dancin' in the dark.
I'm feeling:: blankblank
I'm hearing:: bruce springsteen

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May 18th, 2007

07:28 pm - come pick me up, take me out, fuck me up, steal my records, screw all my friends - they're all full
The use of Ryan Adams' "Come Pick Me Up" in Elizabethtown is simply perfect.

(Not to mention the combination of Loudon Wainwright and Paula Deen IN ONE MOVIE.)
I'm hearing:: elizabethtown

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May 11th, 2007

06:22 am - it's raining men, hallelujah it's raining men!

the things I do when I'm stuck at home with a gimp foot.
I'm hearing:: the weather girls

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May 10th, 2007

12:11 pm
I fractured two metatarsels.
:( :(
I am on crutches and it hurts and I feel like an old woman.

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